I’ve been working my ass off. That’s the reason I have pretty much abandoned this blog until now. I’ve been doing nothing but working while still trying to have a social life. I’ve been doing Tulcea-Constanta for a while now and I’m so tired that I don’t really want to do it anymore – not that I have any choice or saying in the matter. And it’s strange because I’ve always loved being away from home and now I find myself yearning for more time spent with my family, my pets, my friends from Tulcea. I think the exhaustion is getting to me and making me so unstable. And believe me, I’m unstable, I feel sad almost constantly for no particular reason, I have no will to live outside my mind, I can’t get it together. Everything seems so bleak and useless and I’m sick and tired of me being like this. I want the old me back, the one that didn’t care and that wasn’t constantly depressed.
Oh Lord, I want this to be over, the sooner the better, and my exam is on the 31st.